Headache

I’m having a bad headache now.

Sigh. I have only managed to study one chapter for Tue’s paper! Pathetic or not?!
There are so damn many points to memorise and that’s why.

I seriously think that this course is not suitable for part-time study. Not for me at least. Kinda regretted for taking up a 100% exam-based course if not I would not have worried so much about exams now. But since I have chosen it in the first place, I am not in the position to regret it  now. SIGH.

Better go back to my notes now. Will try to memorise more of course. Nothing is impossible.

8 more days to FREEDOM!

And I’m struggling now with the last two papers revision. 

Can I say that I have not even touched on one of them? :X 
I thought that’s pure theory-based and 100% memory work. LOADS to memorise. 

I have not even mentioned about my last paper which was a huge disappointment. 
I have never seen a Maths paper so theoretical before. Ok, not all but 10 marks out of 20?!?! 
I have prepared to fail this and make sure I am “theory-ready” the next time round and the derivation of the stupid Poisson distribution? I doubt it will come up again though. 
 
BUT ANYWAY. 2 more papers to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Better do my best and fail as less papers as I can. 

Hello May!

And 2 papers are down, 3 more to go!

18 more days to the end of the exams!!!!

I have bad feelings about both of the past papers but it’s over, for now. I better concentrate on the other 3 papers.

18 more days to resuming exercise (gonna add swimming into my weekly exercise routine!), reading (I miss the library so much!), catching up on the truckloads of dramas (HK, TW, Korea, M’sia and even some local productions), and resume my cross stitch!

And I’m so gonna clear my wardrobe and pack it neatly this time. I’ll usually just chuck everything inside and iron it when I wanna wear something.

The room has been in a state of mess ever since I started my classes last Aug and usually DH is the one who cleans it. I’m getting guilty already!

So… 18 more days! Can’t wait!!!!!

Tears…

I don’t know why…

At this ungodly hour, my tears just fall uncontrollably.

Hello April!

WOW. 

And it’s April already! One more month to my exams! And two more months to freedom!

I think I am weird. When I feel too pressurized, I don’t feel like touching anything at all. This includes studying. =.=

Right now, I hope to put in more effort on my studies. 

And this post is just a short one to get away from studying for awhile. 

And now… back to the books!

TWO more months!!!!! JIAYOU!!!

哄

女人都喜欢在自己生气或不开心时被男人哄。

我也一样。。。我喜欢被哄的感觉。
可是我男人不吃这一套。很遗憾。
他以为我在发小姐脾气！
每次我不开心，他也只会静静不说话，或者说很多有的没的。我不想回应的时候，他就会说＂为什么不回答我？＂
先生！！！我已经很不爽了还有必要回你的那些有的没的吗？

所以男人一定要会哄女人！

我现在那位已经倒头大睡了，根本就不理我。。。

Don’t think that by not showing anything that I’m unhappy about, I will not know you are doing it.

Sometimes you are so naive. You think I’m naive?

Giving up is easy, hanging on isn’t

I have days like this. I just feel like giving up. I just feel unhappy.

You know, today is the day I feel like giving up on my studies. Giving up is so easy. You do not need to give a damn about the upcoming exams. You will have loads of free time. 

Sigh…

No words of encouragement can cheer me up now.  

Another week… another month

It’s surprising how fast the weeks pass.

And we’re coming to March! :O

I still didn’t manage to study as much as I like, and I’m getting the jitters now, since it’s about two months to my first paper.

I’m trying hard to concentrate already, and I can surely feel the stress coming.
I have always envy those who can survive the day with just 4-5 hours sleep as it is certainly one thing I cannot do for goodness’ sake. If I can do the same, I can continue to study when I reach home after a class to refresh the day’s lesson.

Two more months to exams! Let’s see what I can do.

I bought two packets of Anlene milk powder – one chocolate and one original from JB’s Jusco as they are having promotion (but later I found that the chocolate ones are not on promotion). It’s CHEAP.
At least SGD4 cheaper than Singapore!

I should start improving my calcium intake and drinking milk is a good way to start I suppose.
These two packets should last me about a month and I shall get B to stock it up for me whenever he goes back.
Cheers to a healthier life!
Can’t wait for my exams to end so that I can start to jog too.
I have also started on some simple abs exercise and am aiming to do them nightly before sleeping. Donno whether it works but… I shall keep doing it until I see some abs. tee hee.

I have also been nominated by my manager to be in a project by the company. Initially I thought it is a boring project. But after attending the 2-days training last Thu and Fri (the training on the first day was quite fun by the way), it was actually quite interesting. Let’s hope the project is a successful one.

Life…

Since the news of the death of two notable singers in February, I have came to realise more than ever, that life is fragile.

Yes, no one can escape death, but we can live life like no tomorrow, so there are no regrets when the day has come.
Do what you have always wanted to do, go wherever you want to, and live each day as if it is your last.

I have always hated the idea of people living before me. I wouldn’t even want to see people leaving me, especially since after the passing away of my grandparents. It was very scary at the thought of never ever seeing the person again, never hearing his/her voice again.

Nowadays, I have always made it a point to ask B to ride safely, take a good look at him, kiss him goodbye and give him a tight hug before he leaves for work.

I have learnt to be thankful for each day I lived and I have grumble less for days that I have to work and go for classes.

Right now, I just want to spend my free time on studying as much as I can, even though my mind wander sometimes.

I wanted to have some “me” time badly, just a few hours after work to do the things I enjoy.
But I know all these will only come after May.
As much as I want it to be over badly, I want to do my best as well, so that I will not repeat any units this coming August.

All right, it’s Saturday night already! I shall go shower and continue to study.
I love Saturday night (and Friday night too! If there’s no class on Saturday morning that is…)!